Sunday, 1 November 2015


Good riddance October! I am glad to see the back of you. Not that November does not have its challenges - Little Baby MiH's birthday is going to be tough. And I am sure as we get more information about what happened, I may grow angrier. 

I have not planned the November posts. However I do have two finishes to show here (I already showed them on IG and facebook), but I need some time to take some proper pictures and also tweak them a bit. I am doing a test knit for Libby that should be finished by mid-November - so once I decided on my yarn I will get on with it. I have also plans for my natural dyed fabric. I am definitely filling my time with crafting projects, so maybe November will be quite full in the end. 

I have also found that being healthy is helping managing my emotions. It is not stopping me crying every day, but it gives me the energy to keep going when Baby MiH is around. I obviously started my healthy path a few months ago - but only now I have found how much it helps with the nights and keeping a clear head. In true French style, I have been offered pills by my family. I have decided to stick to my guns, and refuse all of this and find another path. I am hoping to share a bit more here. 

A year ago we made a trip to Thorpe Forest and playing green tourists. I took this picture there. I am hoping to find calm and serenity again one day. 

8 comments:

  1. I pray that you find some calm, peace and serenity too Nat.....Susan xxx

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  2. I wish that calm and serenity for you and your family so so much.

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  3. Thank you for continuing to share here. My heart is breaking for you and your family. Sending hugs from California.

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  4. Nat, your underlying strength during this awful time is poignant. Many of us close up in ourselves after terrible loss, at the cost of others who need us. You keep on going, determined to take care of yourself and be there for your boy. I love this so much in you, and my heart reaches out many times every week, praying for you and your family.

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  5. Everything Lynette wrote so beautifully. Lots of love xxx

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