Yesterday was a very sad day, I had to say goodnight to my little blue eyed angel forever. It was so sudden, I hardly had time to say good night to him - and we were not ready for this. There are no words. I received a lot of support - from family, friends, people I don't even know. The next weeks and years will be tough. I need to carry on for Baby MiH - he is starting to understand, but it will take time. I am filling his schedule with playdates and activities so that his (maybe even my) time to reflect is limited, and I am hoping that he is young enough to remember but can make a new life for himself. We are working on our new normal with my little boy with the moon and the stars.
Mr MiH is running a 10k for him on Sunday. If you can do something on Sunday just to remember him, light a candle, say a prayer, run a 10k, whatever you would like to do, please do.
I know Lucy from Charm about You is organising a bee for a quilt on IG as well. The #therearenowordsquilt. I cannot tell you how appropriate the name is.