Wednesday, 7 October 2015



Yesterday was a very sad day, I had to say goodnight to my little blue eyed angel forever. It was so sudden, I hardly had time to say good night to him - and we were not ready for this. There are no words. I received a lot of support - from family, friends, people I don't even know. The next weeks and years will be tough. I need to carry on for Baby MiH - he is starting to understand, but it will take time. I am filling his schedule with playdates and activities so that his (maybe even my) time to reflect is limited, and I am hoping that he is young enough to remember but can make a new life for himself. We are working on our new normal with my little boy with the moon and the stars.

Mr MiH is running a 10k for him on Sunday. If you can do something on Sunday just to remember him, light a candle, say a prayer, run a 10k, whatever you would like to do, please do.

I know Lucy from Charm about You is organising a bee for a quilt on IG as well. The ‪#‎therearenowordsquilt‬. I cannot tell you how appropriate the name is.
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22 comments:

  1. Charlotte7 October 2015 at 08:47:00 BST

    love and peace to you and yours, Nat. Now and always xxxx

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  2. Monica7 October 2015 at 08:59:00 BST

    Nat, this is heartbreaking! As a mother, I feel you pain. I cannot even imagine how you must be hurting right now. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Those blue eyes will certainly never be forgotten.

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  3. Cathy7 October 2015 at 13:12:00 BST

    I'm so, so sorry...sending strength and prayers.

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  4. Katie7 October 2015 at 14:03:00 BST

    My gosh, Nat, there really are no words. Saying I'm sorry doesn't seem to cover it. You are all in my thoughts. Sending love and peace.

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  5. Archie The Wonder Dog7 October 2015 at 15:06:00 BST

    You and your family are in my thoughts xxx

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  6. Cee7 October 2015 at 15:35:00 BST

    I am absolutely devastated for you and your family, Nat - what sad news. Thinking of you all and sending lots of love.
    xox,
    Cee

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  7. Made by Mrs Jones x7 October 2015 at 15:46:00 BST

    Such terrible news, Nat. I'm so sorry.

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  8. Catherine7 October 2015 at 16:09:00 BST

    Nat, nothing can express my sorrow for you and your family. I am so sorry xx

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  9. Catherine7 October 2015 at 16:11:00 BST

    Nat, nothing can express my sorrow for you and your family. I am so sorry xx

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  10. trash7 October 2015 at 18:00:00 BST

    I am so sorry for the loss you are all living through. I will hold space for your gorgeous boy on Sunday.

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  11. Stefanie7 October 2015 at 18:40:00 BST

    OMG! I am in total shock. I'm so sorry, Nat. I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you and your family. Sending you a hug.

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  12. Anonymous7 October 2015 at 18:56:00 BST

    Oh, Nat, I am so heartbroken for you. I am so very sorry that you're suffering such a terrible loss. You're in my thoughts and prayers now and I'll light a candle for you on Sunday.

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  13. Karen Lewis Textiles7 October 2015 at 23:09:00 BST

    I wish I could do more for you than make a simple bee block...it is not nearly enough. Thought and prayers xx

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  14. Julie8 October 2015 at 00:14:00 BST

    oh my gosh, there are truly no words for how sorry I am, for the magnitude of your loss. I'm thinking of you, trying to lend you strength, for this is truly the hardest thing to endure.

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  15. Janine @ Rainbow Hare8 October 2015 at 07:38:00 BST

    I'm so, so sorry to hear this, Nat. You and your family are in my thoughts xxx

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  16. Susan8 October 2015 at 10:29:00 BST

    You have been in my thoughts almost constantly since I read your IG post. I cannot even begin to imagine what pain and sadness you must be feeling! You and your family will continue to be in my prayers Nat.....

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  17. Vishruti Dev8 October 2015 at 20:27:00 BST

    Absolutely not able to get over this news ever since I heard this. I keep coming back to see Little Baby Mih's picture. I am a first time mommy and it pains me no end to imagine what you may be feeling. My thoughts and prayers are with you for strength and peace.

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  18. Rebecca 9 October 2015 at 19:25:00 BST

    I'm so sorry Nat.

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  19. Mara11 October 2015 at 18:54:00 BST

    There really are no words, sending you a virtual hug and lighting a candle for your blue eyed Angel.

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  20. Elisabeth Andrée13 October 2015 at 15:13:00 BST

    So devastating, wish there were words to express. I am so sorry dear Nat.

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  21. Anonymous14 October 2015 at 10:22:00 BST

    There really are no words, sending you hugs and strength!

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  22. Anonymous20 October 2015 at 11:13:00 BST

    I am so sorry to hear that... My condolences to you and your family. *big hugs*

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